Late, but I think I figured out why I'm so eh about everything right now.
It's because there's nothing to be whatever the opposite of 'eh' is about.
School is bullcrap, the quarter was bullcrap, all the time I spent in HS was bullcrap.
That's probably thinking a little too negatively and pessimistically, but in terms of advancing my success in life or whatever, I don't feel I've accomplished anything.
And now, I just feel there's nothing worth accomplishing. No one's gonna care. I don't particularly appreciate my parent's/family's compliment because they're always so exaggerated and make me feel so damn overrated. I don't think any of you guys would be really thrilled or anything about what happens to me. And just eh.
I don't have a best friend to always fall back on and count on.
I don't have a special someone to impress or vice versa.
I don't have an understanding family that I can connect with at any time.
I don't have anything to proudly point at and say, "yea, I did this."
Hm.
What I do have is a pessimistic perspective on life.
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Life blows don't it.
If it helps bro, I'm here for ya... After all, we are the insomniacs. ^^-b